My Weight..

This is THE MOST ongoing, frustrating struggle that I am constantly dealing with. Ever since I was young, I was told that I was chubby, and this was a bad thing. No one cared to explain to me that when you're young, it's okay to be chubby, round.. actually I think it's so cute when infants are so plump that their rolls are the only prominent features on their body =D

Anyways, my point is, I struggled with self image all my life. It doesn't bother me to the point where I can't stand in front of people and in fact, sometimes I feel pretty... but still.. I'm not comfortable. I hate when I sit down, I grab for my pants around my waste so that I can tuck my muffin top in, or I readjust my shirt so my love handles don't show. Why are they called love handles anyways?? There's nothing to love about them! As you can see I am frustrated and annoyed that I am still having this problem. I lost a quite amount of weight in the last 7-8 months or so but I still have the same problems... A protruding belly, jiggly arms and legs.

So my goal is this - 125lbs. be comfortable in a shirt and low-rise jeans. bikini bod.

How am I going to do this?

My rigorous plan -
stretch
8 laps around the track in the morning
breakfast
snack
lunch
snack
weight training
8 laps around the track again
dinner
stretch/situps

oh it looks so symmetrical! Wish me luck!! =] I will update hopefully weekly...

Hello

I wish I knew about this last night when I couldn't sleep. This will be my new outlet. A way to organize my thoughts, share my experiences, gain advice and feedback. It's weird, there's something so serene and beautiful about writing things down.

As I find my way.. please join me =]